Tears奔了，却是在心里

Form 4 结束了
我又长大一岁了
想起那一年
Form 1时
我那时是多么地害怕踏进这间学校--
槟华女中
听过很多关于这间学校的传言
知道这间学校不简单
我很恐惧，很害怕
我的朋友很多都是进Heng Ee的
我真的好想转校
可是现在
该过的日子都熬过了
还有什么好担心的呢？
岁月不饶人
我明年就要毕业了
突然就多了好多分的不舍
离别，相聚，究竟意义何在？
昨天看了最后一眼S4D
我的心才来开始流泪
那时因为昨天发生了些事
我的眼泪流干了
所以哭不出一滴眼泪来
这一年里发生了好多事
第一件事让我毕生难忘的就是年头那件事
伤了我好久好久我才鼓起勇气走出来
不知不觉
一年了
那件事淡了
也许根本没有人会去记得
但对我，我却永远都忘不了那伤害
那一天
唯一让我印象深刻的是
zhen nian的肩膀
那痛苦欲泪的表情也许只有她看见
那痛苦伤心的心情也许只有她明白
现在谈回来
我还是很难受
人生最大的失败莫过于那一次
可是真正培在我身边安慰我的人又有多少？
1个，2个，3个，还有吗？？
这一年里我真的看破了好多
人性的丑陋
自私的一面
都让我看穿了
昨天，又离开了，
我才知道真正让我不舍得的人有几个
zhen nian, phei chi, wei lynn, 还有 chia wei
有你们真好！！！
虽然年头里我们都因误会而认识
但是，我很珍惜这一份友情 ^.^


Wei Lynn:
Still remember how we use to know each other?
I know, u knew me because of Azfa Hanani
And i knew u, because u very GUAI
Always finish your homework in the class
That time damn hate u
Mana Zai u really get number one in the class.
U're a nice girl, wei lynn.
Although u sometimes very bad, very fierce,
always scolded me and zhen nian.
I admit
Sometimes i really hate you
i felt that u're very bongkok and sombong
But, when i know u almost the whole year,
I know, u're o good friend
BUT, now, i miss the moment badly...
When u turned to the back and shouted:
" 你们可以小声一点吗？吵死人！！！"
Every time when u scolded me, i very geram u.
Still got one time, u scolded me until i cried.
Really beh tahan, very hurt
Now, i miss that moment.
This year, thanks. THANKS to be my friend.
I'll always keep u in my mind.
And, i'm proud to be one of your true friend. =)




Phei Chi:
PERBAHASAN!! Still remember?
I knew u through perbahasan.
The mohd. Naim lorrr....
Paksa me to take part in perbahasan
I heard from u that in took part in many competition
So, that's the main reason i asked u to join my group
That time i misunderstanding u
I still wrote something that hurt u in my blog
Really sorry
I really didn't mean that
U din take away my friend
That time was my fault
I like to think too much
And, now trouble's came.
But, u din blame me
U still sms me and discussed with me
U forgive me although i hurt u so much
So, now i wanna tell u,
THANKS!! 
U're also one of the friend that i really appreciate this year
True friends does not come often
And, you, are also one of my true friend. :D




Zhen Nian:
Ah hahahaha, niam niam
真黏 hahahahahaha
Lee Chia Ling likes to call u that
LOL funny
My neighbour in S4D
This year
Although we quarreled many times because of a small thing
But i wanna tell u that
吵架，是可以增进两个人之间的感情
Sometimes i really quite beh tong your kuan
U always like to made me pek chek
Especially when doing math and add math
Every time when i sad, when i cried,
你的肩膀和衣服就要准备受罪
Pity your shirt
Maybe it's scolding u to have a friend that like to cry
I view your blog already
I agree with u
Friends, cannot too close to each other
Everyone need their own space
This year, many things happened
U're the one that shared many of my secrets
The things i hate, the things i like
I guess
U're the one that understand me the most
Actually, u're really a clever girl
Just sometimes u're lazy
Believe me
If u just rajin a bit,
Your result can be very good
SPM 10A's will not be a problem to u
And congratz
This year end examination your result not bad
U can do it, right?
Be more confidence
That's important
Hope that next year,
We can still sit at our 老地方and享受美食！！！
Friends FOREVA!!!!! =D




Chia Wei:
U ah...
I got no much things can tell u
Coz i'll still see u in this holidays
See u everyday until i also sien
Hahahahaha, joking joking
This year can same class with u
I really very happy
I still remember the 2nd last day exam
U sit beside me
I'm so happy!!!
I happy until i exam also can smile XD
Still got one time
I curi curi smile at bus also give u see tiok
Pai seh nia~~~
Actually i din feel sad because of not same class with u next year
Because u still same tuition with me
Same bus with me
U still can talk about our secret
Hahahahaha, u know i know lah
LOL
Chia wei, happy to have u as my best friend
I appreciate everything u have done to me
Hope after SPM we'll have chance to XXX
U know i know. 
hahahaha. Good luck
and best friend forever...!!!!!!    :)




GUYS, I'LL ALWAYS MISS U
WHEN I SEE U NEXT YEAR
NO MATTER AT SCHOOL
OR ANYWHERE AROUND
I'LL STILL SMILE TO U
HOPE U'LL SMILE BACK
PLZ PLZ DON'T COOL...!!!
Haha. ^.^