Is it right for me to do so?

finally

i promise teacher to go for it

but

i'm alone

with two other friend

front class one

somemore still not very know each other

but i really need the marks

17 marks

change alone-ing for three days

marks really more important?

phei chi said if she's me

she'll also choose the way i'm doing now

i don't want regret after everything is too late

i think my choice's right

right choice?

i'm not really confirm

chance only got one time

if i do not take it properly

i scare i'll regret

but

i really very scare ALONE

i hate alone

i don't like to be alone

the last week of december i really can't imagine how my like will be at tuition

without friends

without laughing

without talking

everything will be very boring

damn sien

i hate it!!!

ARG...!!!

i must cure it.

alone will not die.

i know

i understand

but

i still very scare... T.T